come to believe...

"Leo was the love of my life(cat!)"

taken from my work in progress at the moment.
my mum's cat from when she was living on her own in a flat in albert park.

they've disappeared - series...

probably the most important things to me growing up were the family i did have and my much loved pets.
as i didn't really spend too much time with my english grandma due to the overseas boundary. I wasn't too attached to her.
The same was for my australian grandma, although my brother and i were close when we were younger. As she went down hill mentally and phsycially, we sort of got separated in seeing each other.
So therefore when they both died i wasn't as upset as i probably thought i would be.
But as for my pets. Which both died recently after having them for such a long time.
Probably hit me harder...
They remain by your side every day.
You come home.
Having had a shit day, and they're waiting to comfort you.
So when they died, i was devastated.
Which was strange considering the lack of emotin i had when my grandmothers died...